breathing by wires

:) Finally an off day today!!! Awesome wooo. Today's a shopping day with sam jialing and leyi :D Haha. Sam joined us later so before that we decided to head over to HwaChong's 'open house' since we were free. It was so quiet over there...probably because we went pretty late? Haha.

Oh yes,
I've made up my mind already. First choice will be HCI. However I'm not sure if i should take Arts stream, or Sci stream. Because my O lvls humanties sub(P.Geog & Elec SS+Lit) are better than my sciences(P.Chem & P.Bio) But I want to take H2 Maths!! So i think the combination i want will be : H2 Geog H2 Maths H2 Econs H1 Bio. It's like, half half hoh. I think I'm more to the Arts stream thing..not sure!!!!!


Okay back to topic!! we went to bugis and started looking around at things etc. Shopped for stuffs!! Hahah, wanted to buy ALOT of things srsly, i want a new wallet..new pumps..dresses for cny but i didn't get any of those. LOL couldn't find dresses for cny how!! However i still spent like $70~ today.

Got myself a bag :D & Another slogan tee haha omg i give in to temptations like that.. bought 3 pairs of earrings too! And i spent like ... $15 on food/drinks alone waow im sucha glutton heh. reached home at 9 plus :D

When the sand runs out

IP MAN

watched this @ The Cathay today (12.01) after collecting our results - impromptu, we just caught this movie since the timing is like at 5.30pm! Hahaha.

and so 12th Jan was the big day for all 2008 Sec 4 O levels students.

couldn't sleep the night before due to hunger(!!) and woke up at around 7. Prepared and all then left for work in the morn'! Finished serving my last customer, and left work at around 12.10pm. Went to change into my school u etc then jialing's papa fetched us to school (:

Bad news were spreading once we reached school - juniors & all said that teachers were really disappointed with the results of our cohort :/ Indeed, i think we did pretty badly as compared to previous years. Alright. Since my register number's the last in my class, i gotta wait damn long ZZ like sian okay please. And within that uhm 1 hour plus, i sent out like 60+ msges omg! Almost everyone texted me "How's your results!" haha and spent a lot on calling today too.

Results were (smiley face) it's not the best but it's satisfying enough for me.. I've got 8 distinctions, and 1 B3 in total. (: L1R5 = 7 points raw. HEEHE MY FAVE NUMBER PLS. So after deducting 4 bonus points my L1R5 = 3 points.

Hmm which means I can get into any school of my choice.. That sounds like good huh?(& hopefully it doesn't sound arrogant) BUT NOT EXACTLY, I'm stuck in a dilemma currently. My parents insist that i either choose HwaChong/NJ : - good environment & got direct bus from my house. And mummy & daki encourages me to head for HC cos it's better for me since i can make it there... BUT MY DREAM SCHOOL(SAJC) HOW. you tell me how. ZZZ

If only SA is like... nearer to my house. The time i need to spend on travelling if i really go SA now will be like, 3 hours per day? Sigh. Plus most of my close friends will be going SA... and doubt any of them will go HC with me.. ):

I really can't decide.

Guess i really need to ponder over these three choices carefully for the next few days... omg last day of submittion 16th that's so fast :/ Best school, Good school, or Dream school?? walao. difficult.

By the way, cheerup to all those who aren't happy with your results okay, love all of you many (H).

Back to basics

Two years ago

A picture of us in school uniform,

wow. I haven't worn my uniform for a whole two months, and i haven't walked into Crescent Girls' School for a whole two months too. Like srsly, ever since the last day of Os. omgz. So tomorrow i'm finally going back there, i miss school somehow!! :) BUT i have no idea where my uniform is already LOL gotta dig it out later on! :O


Okay uhm so my pimples are still popping out at exponential rate :/ super depressed like anything. sobs. i blame everything on work! Hahaha. Alright so i've worked for 9 consecutive days alrdy and tmrw will be the tenth. Almost died ystd due to overwhelming crowd like dizzy dizzy.

By the way, I think i love all my colleagues ;D Super awesome friends. But I seldom have the same shift with cassandra & kangxin so yeah not that close to both of them, yet!

And by the end of the entire work, i think the 8 of us will probably turn into macho people!! I'm getting more muscular now alrdy man. Y'know why? We gotta move stocks from our stall to the warehouse, which is approximately erm 370metres based on my estimation. And stocks meaning HEAVY goods.
Ystd weixin and i each solo-ed a box of goods weighing 13kg. We are SO pro yes. Right there's even some times when we moved like 18kg stuffs as well..So amazing.

Right, a good 20 hours more till RESULTS DAY,
Hell loads of mixed emotions.
Hopefully i'll have the courage to reveal my results here tmrw..!

Leave out all the rest

How can i decide what's right?

Good morning ze sexz. (; Shift roster is out alrdy and i am working practically every single day! Mostly afternoon shifts (3.30-10plus) And and I am working on results day. :/ But it's still alright cos i'm working in the morn till 12 noon, then back to school for results which will be out @ 2pm. Think positive way : At least work can keep my mind off results for that morning!

Anyway lack of sleep + prolonged staying in aircon-ed conditions + excessive heaty food into my tummy leads to a very very haggard me :

Like totally. Dark eye rings.. PIMPLES breakout wth sobs. Incurable dry lips. Messy hair(?) okay my hair never neat and tidy before so skip that. LOL. So yea point is that i'm looking extremely unpresentable recently, i'd probably have to hide away from all phototaking devices in time to come in order not to self-demoralise myself.

I look better like that yes? HAAHA.

OH ANYWAY, i haven't got time to shop for CNY clothings yet....! I doubt i'd have much time in any case due to work :( How how how. Anyone wants to go shopping with me?? I think my ultimate plan would be shopping online for cny clothes if i really dont have time to head out to the open world for them~ hahahah.

Car crash hearts

Tick tock goes the clock,

January seems to deprive me of social life, kind of. Haven't gone out since so long ago hmm. 've been committed to work recently! That's good i guess - cut down on spendings and earn $money$ :D


I think this holiday is the BEST for me over the years of schooling. Super happening. Enjoyed a full 1.5 months of going out with friends and all, catching up with people(but some still haven't!!) etc. And now i'm going to spend a good 3 weeks for work to earn some kachingz to aid in my future shopping trips. (; & the best part of this holiday : There's NO holiday homework AT ALL. how much better can life be?

Love weekdays.

Spiral staircase

think of you later,

Pooo i feel slightly emo gemo like elmo with moles. Today seems like a fairly unlucky/bad day for everyone hmm. Bad like that. Nothing exceedingly bad happened to me today but still, i feel a lil down for no good reason. Somehow it feels like I'm losing touch with a lot of people..i'm too lazy and tired to talk to people, sometimes i'm even reluctant to reply my friends. walao i think i need energy booster!

Today bryan wong/patricia mok/mark lee/ah ben they all were filming in Giant. Weixin Yilin Cassandra Xueli and i were busy shunning from the camera in case we become celefares in some random TV programme's background. Work has been pretty...ordinary recently nothing much big happened(duh it's only been 2 days). Except that the stupid Giant person said that we've to wear black pants AND black shoes to work. :/ I don't have black shoes grrr.

I really hope i don't have to work on 12thJan. who will want to work on results day!! Fcuking sad case ok. If good results still nehmind. But imagine if you get some bullshit crap on your slip(choy) then you feel so emofckedup and you gotta go back to work and smile to every customer, "Please feel free to try... Can I help you... How many grams do you want?" wa that's so totally. can bang head on wall alrdy.

Chicago is so two years ago

Training for work @ Taka today! Or it can be considered as first day of work? Some sort. But I'll be working at the IMM outlet from Saturday onwards. I was sucha noobie it's difficult to do all those weighing and packaging etc but it'll turn better with experience i'm sure. Except that it can be really tiring...it's only 5 hours and i feel tired already.

Alright so this was how i spent my first day of 2009. Honestly, I don't think 2009 will be a good year. Doesn't appear like it'll turn out exciting (yet?). So yes now it's time for some 2009 new year resolutions:

1) Try to sleep more daily,Say... at least 8 hours per day?
2) Save up money : $500 by end of 2009!
3) Make sure I study harder...Esp if I'm going to a JC.
4) Make more friends yo buddybuddy!
5) Cut down on food & internet.
6) Spend more time with friends and family!
7) Change my erm antisocial character to become more friendly!

Wa I racked my brains to come out with seven resolutions, i suppose that it's because my brain's almost half-dead already. That's really pathetic but well. I think I'm going to do dedications hmm er so this will be a really REALLY LONG post i guess.

Jialing's bday photos! ('Am only posting two cos i'm only in this two!!LOL)

Time for dedications for 2008 ;) However no names will be mentioned this time round, good if you can find the one for yourself!! No prize for correct guessing though!

`ONE: I chose to write yours first because I want to tell you that I'm really sorry. I didn't think it'd turn out like that. We weren't even close to close at all even though I've known you for so long. Then in 2008 we got closer, it was good of course. However there was a barrier between us so it'd definitely be impossible for us to cross it, you know that.

`TWO: The past two years have certainly brought our friendship much closer, and i'm really thankful for that. Great that I've people that I can share secretz with and I think i love to share it best with you, because even if you don't give any comments/suggestions etc. Your perfect listening ear is always there for me, thanks.

`THREE: Sometimes I wonder how I could stand you. Your silly character can make me argh frustrated at one time, and waa funny laughlaugh at the other minute. That's pretty stupid. You're a great friend, you always seem to put your friends before yourself. I salute you for that, basically because I can't, I'm a selfish person.

`FOUR: I'll remember you for all those praises for me!! You are super cheesy and at times when i need laughter you're the remedy! Still remember long time ago when you said, "No one can live without you because you're the sun." You meant it the 'SHAN' of mine i know but still... i know you can't live w/o me wahaha.

`FIVE: Hi best friend; I'm running out of what to say to you because obviously, you know everything i want to say to you already. You're someone who understands me pretty much well. It's like you can guess what I'm thinking, and sometimes when I don't want to tell you certain things. You wouldn't probe too much, you'll just leave it as it is and always be there for me, thanks.

`SIX: Honestly I LOVE gossip talks with you. Although I don't see you as often as my other friends, it's amazing how we can actually click so well everytime still. Hopefully our friendship can continue to grow. But srsly I'm pretty bad at keeping friendships that are out of school(i have no idea why) Okay I think you'll know this is you it sounds so too obvious..

`SEVEN: I think before i even start this dedication, half of my friends would have guessed who this is for. Okay so anyway YOU, thanks for..everything. 'You're everything good in my life' & that's all.


Alright dedications for 7 people only because i like the number! Sorry if you'll not included in the lucky 7! ;)

So basically 2008 was filled with ups and down, and in betweens. It has been a memorable year; started my first r/s and ended it, took O levels and left Crescent, made new friends and some friendships drifted apart etcetc.

I love 2008, deeply sincerely.

/edited @ 9.57pm.


HAPPY 2009!!!

Er well. I spent the last minutes of 2008 and first minutes of 2009 at the MOST unexpected place. The Toilet. Like omfg WOW. Got back home @ around 11plus. So bythetime I went to bathe it was alrdy 11.30pm. I didn't know why i took more than 30 minutes to bathe, srsly.

Right so when I came out i was like "WHATTHEHELL." Got back to my tablet @ 12.02am with 9 convos on msn waiting for me. The supposedly excited feeling is like gone. I am freaking disappointed and upset and not a single bit excited at all!!! Like totally different from last year's. :/ I miss last year.


Alright so I spent my LAST DAY OF 2008 with the girls. Guess where we went to.....? ESCAPE THEME PARK. It's definitely enjoyable no doubt, had a long day with lovely company. Tried almost every single available rides except for the choochootrain and bumperboats!
I love the viking ship ;) & we played the flippers for SEVEN times cos i love that number~ Go Kart was nice too. Wet & Wild felt...different, idk. The rest, lazy to elaborate!

Right... I'm starting work tomorrow... what a great way to begin 2009 huh, sounds interesting? ;) I've ALOT to blog actually, srsly i'll promise to find time to do so.