White flag

Tutorial balloting results out. (: Got all my first choices except for soci, and that means I need to go to school at 8am on odd week tuesdays, and i only end the day at 6pm. But that's fine. There's breaks in between. Just a draggy day.

It poured like crazy this morning; got me wet, cold, and helpless. And the loud clap of thunder gave me a shock too. Terrible way to start a morning. Uh, not in the mood for anything detailed so tata x.

Lock and Key

Suddenly, I seem so unfamiliar.

I'd love to get to know myself more.

A recent incident made me realize that I'm actually a very self-conscious person, I never exactly knew that side of me before. Maybe it's because I've never felt that I'm being judged for who I am, what I do or say. This is new. There is this element of fear in me hence I dare not show what I truly feel. It's definitely something I need to overcome and change, or adapt to. Staying at home for the past 2 days gave me a lot of time to think things through and better understand myself. :>

Life's so much simpler if say, everyone reciprocates what others do for them. But yeah, nobody said life was simple.

Fever is gone now, but cough refuses to go away. Gna drink more honey water tonight!! Anyway I'd like to say that I'm really thankful for a bunch of people who are always there for me when a part of my life goes wrong. :') A lot of my negative emotions were expelled from my system ystd. I really love all my pillows and bolsters. Hehe I think I have 4 pillows and 3 bolsters on my super single sized bed. :P They give me great sense of security!! :D

Few more days to start of school, yay/nay? :)

Toodles!

Realize

First post from my Mac! :) Yaye officially a mac user. Don't really know how it works yet, but i'm sure i'll get used to it. Teehee happy girl.

Bidding just ended at 1700 hours. I should be able to get all my mods this round so I'm not very worried about that. Very thankful that french only costs me 1 point. Only need to worry about my GEM for round 2. haha :) Also decided to do South Asian studies instead of SEA, yaye same lecture as huiyi!

School is starting really soon, can't wait for school to start, but at the same time kind of wished that holidays didn't end so fast. The recent month was pretty hectic, everything just zoomed past. Haven't really had a me-time for myself heh. Gtta spend some time in solitude soonish. Anyway, Oweek is approaching! There's still this excitement in me even though I've spent half of the past 1 month going for the various camps. Tiring, but fulfilling. Did I mention that Pre-camp was awesome?!!! :D Pictures another time. hehe.

I have zero song in my iTunes on Mac, so sad. Lazy to transfer all my songs over. And I mega dislike the auto-correct thing on Mac hahah it corrects all my singlish. Meh. Hhaha.

Need to find some shopping time for

1) New pair of shoes

2) A fong fei fei hat for Oweek. (I'm so black now I hate looking at my face in the mirror D: )

3) A thicker jacket/cardigan

Haha need some retail therapy. ;) But no time!!! Plus I need to clear my room badly, it's in a terrible shape now. Sigh gotta stop procrastinating.

And I've been feeling guilty too much recently. Need to reflect.

Getting out of hand

Time to inject a picture post somewhere!

Here's some snippets of my life :)

Huilin becky and I :)

Pig face :8)

Soci camp 2011

CAP 5.0!

Wenya jiahui shidah :)

T2 ftw!!! :)

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Have been overwhelmed by numerous outings, but all's worth attending. :) Haven't watched a movie since... very long ago. Need to catch HP7 soon!!! Craving for pontian wanton mee (still) haha, gonna eat it with sam and hsun i on friday! Haven't met my favourite girls in so long, a pity shijia has to prep for her As and Leyi is going overseas this coming week. Nvm, there's always a next time :)

Reminder to self : Apply for the EZ link card soon.


Time will tell everything.

Starting afresh

I'm back here again because I guess Twosixth is no longer mine to keep. It's a whole new turning point again, many things have happened recently. And it's time to face them and be stronger.I think habits can be changed, I'll get used to singlehood!

Going to Arts camp 2011 is one of the best decisions I made this year, the friends and fun were more than just amazing. Loving my og to bits. I anticipate many worthy friendships to be forged (: And I can't wait for school to start! Another phase of my life is going to begin hehe.

I think I've been zoning out too much lately, becoming careless and really stupid. :'( My phone actually got stolen... on the train. I don't even know how it happened. Really disappointed with myself, and very upset because my bb is only 2 months + old. If I get another one without any plan it's gna cost me $700. :( And all the contacts/messages/organizers etc are all gone too :( I guess I need to find some jobs now. Why am I so careless?? :'( Cried so much last night because daddy wasn't being understanding and thinks I'm damn stupid to allow a pickpocket to steal my phone. Sigh.

Couldn't sleep well last night, kept thinking about my phone and Cherie's terribly deep gash on her chin. She's super duper brave though, we're all so proud of her. xoxo. So anyway, I woke up feeling a strong urge to talk to someone. But I guess 7am is an unearthly hour for most people.. hence I resorted to blogging. However blogging is a very public thing so I dare not reveal too much feelings in here. Haha.

Random : I've sort of revived my twitter acc a few days ago but I think I don't get how it works yet.. Haha loser max. But I'll try! Hmm. Reading GMH gives me hope. (:

twosixth@Lj

I'm going to be away from blogger for a while!

Here we go again

Met up with the girls ystd (Shijia Hsuni Debbie Sam Leyi). Shijia hsun i deb and I met up first in the morn' - lunched at macs(due to budget prob HAHA) , went to play at those kiapkiap machines, then caught I love you, Man which was only so-so but some of the conversations were really quite sick.

Sam and Leyi joined us after their last paper! A while later Hsun I and debbie left firstz then we went to eat dinner @ Subway (: Then we went to our secret place for good nice chat from like 7 to 9? Or smth. It's so easy to talk about anything and everything with them. Miss those times when friendships are so real and so simple. ;)

Hehe I love you girls. I think I'm the real-est with them: I became really high and crazy for no reason at all/I wasn't afraid of doing anything wrong/I was talking cock and bullshitting all of the time/embarrassing ourselves by singing songs loudly in Marina Square/mimicking weird accents/acting lesbotic and so much so much more. ^^ Awesome night.

Awesome morning spent with bobby too!<3

Okay naow back to 2nd July. Happy Birthday Jane! Great day because it's the end of CTs. muahz. Botanic Gardens with B after that ;) A really goooooood day but with a horrible ending (when I reached home) Haha. Evrything's alright alrdy except no allowance for the month I am terribly upset and broke. But forget it :D

July is gnna be an interesting month hehe looking forward to it!!!!!!!!