Set fire to the rain

October, please be good.

birthday month is here, but me no want to grow old. :( My birthday wish this year is to stay 19 forever, hahaha. :>

Felt kind of empty the last one week, something is missing in my life. Need to find it. Also, I've been slacking way too much I don't know if I can call myself a uni student. Guess I'm too used to last minute work, all I do everyday is to prepare for what's due the next day (and I die trying to chiong out whatever I have to that day) . If there's nothing due, means free day for me. WHY I SO LIDDAT. Gotta change, viv. I think I've said this to myself a thousand times before, heh but no action done. I am a procrastinator. This coming week's gna be busy! Birthday week + 2 Midterms + 2 lab assignments due. Jiayou, go go go.

Sidenote: Baked by Laced will be in school tomorrow! Extremely excited, I've ALWAYS wanted to try her cupcakes but never gotten a chance to head down to river valley to get it. Now she's coming to school for a bake sale, so damn happy. Gonna buy like ten tomorrow. :D I foresee Monday's blue no more! Wheee. :>

I want to go for a swim, and I want to go cycling.

Haha, and it's kinda true that the more you sleep the more tired you get. I think I've slept for a total of 24 hours this weekend, yaye me. :D

Love can make you new

Super duper love this picture, gorgeous jumpshots ftw , hehe tumblr-ish photo!

Picnic @ Marina Barrage, Eunice's 19th Birthday ♥

Girl power.

Dinner 'surprise' @ V8 Cafe :D

CAP 5.0 @ Teoheng :)

Pre-club dinner @ Cityhall, love all of you girls xx

After club experience at Fullerton Bay Hotel Hah!

my uni life. :)

Tonight tonight

Recess week has been all of play and none of work so far. I'm trying not to feel guilty and just enjoy my one week break. It's tough not to feel guilty so I've decided to dedicate tonight for studying :B

Met up with a lot of people this week and so heartwarming to see all the people you're close to, mega love here. :) Tomorrow I will be meeting the crescent babes hehe my dearest girls so my recess week is just gonna get better♥♥♥

Last night was my virgin club experience and I'm so glad I went with the right people - Huiyi, Charmaine, Eunice :D Butterfac is really small! I think it was a good experience and now we know that it is never safe for just girls to go club together because all the desperate guys just can't stop surrounding us. I loved the part of the night where we sat on the staircase, ate cup noodles and the great chitchat session, moment to remember :)

Trying to focus on happy things/Cast worries aside. ☺

Someone like you

Today morning, I hid underneath the blankets and cried.

Sometimes I feel like I can't handle too many things. It's like so taxing on my emotions, I don't even know what to feel. One thing for sure, I can't handle departures well. Second thing, I am not a good planner/organiser. And I also procrastinate, too much.

Recess week is here and there are multiple meet ups with different groups of people. CCA deadlines are super tight and I can't believe I'm now the team leader of my sub-cell please let everything be fine. By simple calculation I'd probably have minimal hours left to study for my mid-terms. So proper time management is so important this week. Gotta juggle time with friends and family, CCA commitments, and studies well.

I want to hide somewhere,

perhaps I need a hug. xx

Today was a fairytale

Rise and shine morning world ;) September has arrived and I'm not ready for it. Way too fast.

I'm here because I'm trying to escape from doing up my slides for the presentation, it's so hard to make all our slides flow smoothly, and not overlap points. :( Pissed off at myself. 2 hours and I've done up.. 3 slides. Wonderful.

Eating too much lately. And still craving for more food, why am i so greedy. D: Had awesome home-cooked meal by nainai ystd, great almond jelly w longan for dessert, plus pomelo and moon cake hehehe. How to not grow fat. :>

Also went to school for the whole day ystd, to watch the vball IFG with eunice. Hehe, we suntanned under the blazing sun and I was so damn hairpee when I found sunblock in my bag, like LOL. :D Both the girls and boys team played well, like won every single game they played. So awesome! Exciting to watch the guys play, the game goes very fast. I like!

CAP 5 Outing :D

Bowling + Arcade trip. A lot of fun indeed :D

HEH I was top bowler for the day. Tyco only Hahaha but so happy still. :>

Day to NTU

Gave Wenya a mini surprise, celebrated her birthday with a brownie and the awesome board that we made for her! :D

It was the first time I visited NTU heh ulu ulu place. But her room is big and new! After the celebration I went back to school, heh so essentially I went from NUS to NTU then to NUS within 3 hours hahaha. Back to school to study but I lost focus and couldn't get what the books/readings were talking about. :/ Will try again next time!

Shall go continue doing my slides for now... D:

Down on me

Exhaustion, anger, frustration, sadness, joy. Despite all the other negative emotions that stayed through, I can still say that I was generally happy in the last ten days. :) Hehe in fact I've been mostly happy! Yaye.

New found love, Artease. It's good! :D

I have a CCA in nus now: Bizcom! Joined it with yuki, and found out that huiyi joined it too. ;)

Bizcom Creative cell people hehe :D

Side note: Utown is really gorgeous, love the grasses there. :)

RunNUS w Cheehooi Rebecca and Cherie. :D

It has been raining for the past few days, loving the weather because it makes me so sleepy. I love snuggling in bed hehe :) Just hope that it won't rain on my way to school because I dislike using umbrellas hahaha too lazy for it ;) Okay heading out for dinner now, nainai's birthday celebration! Hehe love herrrr tons xx. So tata!

Oh ya and yay, Singapore has a new president now.

Falling from the stairs

Y'know how people always say girls get PMS, like how the hormones always get upset every month. I never believed in it. But now I do, maybe it's a good reason/excuse for all my fluctuation in emotions. :> So beware, the next 5 days is my mood swing period HEHEHE. I keep feeling inadequate recently and I know it's not healthy, got to love myself more. ♥♥♥

ignorance is bliss? Really? Haha. It's so ironic because you want to know, and when you know about it you feel sad. Self torturous indeed. But in any case, I think I'll still opt to know (and be sad) rather than be kept in the dark. :) On a completely random note: my nail varnish from the $4 manicure session @ FEP w the girls is chipping off. I want to remove it so ugly, but I can't find my nail polish remover. I honestly think my things like to play hide and seek with me.

Anybody want to go play light sticks with me? Hehee.