You are the apple of my eye

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

This is the ultimate tear-jerker I swear. Also very very funny (and sort of sick in a way). It's a really realistic film, so true, so close to our hearts. Love, and regrets. Why can't two person who like each other be together? Big big question mark. Heh. So so glad for the spontaneous arrangement with eunice to catch this show, so damn awesome. Would love to watch it again, hehe. :)

Spent lotsa time with my dear girls (eunice charmaine huiyi) the past week, heh. Sakae sushi + manicure session on wednesday, 2359 on friday heh, but like a bad horror show lol. Love the girls, muah xx.

The chit chat session with eunice today made me think.

Hot air balloon

It's not easy at all.

Y'know I keep a lot of things inside me. Sometimes they are serious deep thoughts, sometimes they are frivolous and random and childish and stupid. It's not like there isn't anyone there for me to be my listening ear or anything. But sometimes, some things just can't be told to anyone. There are implications. It's so tough. I probably need a stranger. Someone who wouldn't understand everything that I'm talking about, that'd be good. I sound like some depressed kid now who has tons of troubles or something but actually no luh I can still function well.

I don't know what happened to life really. Why are there so many different problems now. Wish I could go back to the past, nothing about heartaches, nothing about headaches. Can life be sweeter?

I'm good, don't worry. :) xx.

Don't waste my time

Hello, November's here.

Past week was filled with new discoveries, brings me a smile :) However, elements of unhappiness were also around, thankfully there are always aspects of my life that make everything beautiful again. Can't be beaten down. Thank you lovely people all around me. P/s I like how you dispel all awkward feelings, :)

There's always gonna be people who only starts to appreciate what they've got when they're losing them, true story.

My life is so routined on weekdays now it's like school -> home, home -> school. Heh so weekends are so precious. CAP 5.0 outing last friday: Nonsensical train rides/Artease/Hot Tomato/ Camwhore sessions/ Coldstone. Also met the most annoying boy after super long HAHA. Guess it was Friday night well-spent for me.

Also tried Ramen Champion @ Iluma for the first time over the weekend, not so awesome leh! I'm craving for real good ramen now :| Caught 'In time', amazing concept to show how life's like if time = money. Great show because gorgeous amanda seyfried is in it. hehehe. Oh and shopping is draining my assets once again. I think I spend half of my allowance on shopping each month. And I spend two-third of my allowance on food. Yeah so that means I'm facing deficit every single month. Why life like this. Hahaha. Guess it's time to block all online shopping sites. heh.

Can't wait for Sakae buffet on wednesday! Yumyum. :>

Bug

25 October - 26 October Sleepover @ Charmaine's!

Mega HTHT session/balloons/glow sticks/poppers/sparklers/PJs/photobooth/polaroids/chips/sushi/cookies/security guards/beehoon, and a lot a lot of love ♥

Surprise for the birthday girl after her lecture on the actual day :)

Lovely girlfriends I've got. (:

P/s Hating the virus that's PERMANENTLY in my body. Fever flu sore throat, go away please. Immense hatred.

Weak

This is not cool at all.

FALLING SICK LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.

The fever came back tonight, mild fever but it annoys me to hell. Major head throb and nauseous feeling at school yesterday and I went home earlier to sleep. Had fun vomitting out my lunch after, I actually felt a lot better because the discomfort was gone. But my body definitely felt like soft and weak like jelly. Felt as if it's the weakest point in my life, and I was so emotionally vulnerable it sucks to know. I've no idea what I've been feeling these two days I AM EXHAUSTED (even though i've slept for so many hours) but yes, it's damn tiring to figure out what I want. Honestly not the best time to think about issues of the heart but I feel so damn needy now I am a freaking weakling and I'm ranting to a few sweethearts but no resolutions as of yet and thus I am ranting in this little box in hope to feel a bit better and be more clear-headed as I type things out in a public domain but apparently not i am still super messed up now where'd You go sigh I desperately need to cry.

Our kind of love

Pas encore amoureux,

Good day out with ♥yuki on thursday :) Mozzarella mushroom chicken @ NewYorkNewYork, followed by Real Steel (!! Super awesome movie, I was so thrilled looking at all the machines so damn gorgeous, and the small boy is really cute. :D !!) Also did some shopping after the movie and got a pair of cute shoes hehe. Dessert @ Andersen's before ending the happy day! Really love this girl :)

Spent my friday night and Saturday with the bizcommers. MGM + BBQ on friday night, I'm definitely not a fan of bbq heh the heat and the uncooked/overcooked food... Haha BBQ is seriously just for bonding I guess! Really like Creative a lot a lot, Hehe :) Glad i'm in this cell even though there's SO MUCH to do. Saturday was cell meeting, felt like I kinda wasted my entire Saturday away :( But it's okay at least I ate macbreakfast in the morning and that makes me happy. :> Totally a glutton.

I've fallen ill, not a good time at all. Sudden fever last night, it kind of subsided this morning when I woke up but still feeling mildly unwell with the flu and sore throat. Get well soon, viv :) Let this be a good week, everyone please stay healthy. Toodles!

Seventh October

"So we dance alone in the moonlight, just you and I and the stars at night, and I'm falling through the sky"

Yesterday was one of the best days of my life, unforgettable memories locked in my heart. It's the first time I received so many hand-made items at one go, truly truly warms my heart because the effort and love that are put in cannot be measured at all. Cupcakes, rose, lovely cards, the black box. I've said this so many times, but really thankful to every single one out there who wished me/celebrated my birthday with me and made me feel so so special :') Felt like a princess.