Weak

This is not cool at all.

FALLING SICK LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.

The fever came back tonight, mild fever but it annoys me to hell. Major head throb and nauseous feeling at school yesterday and I went home earlier to sleep. Had fun vomitting out my lunch after, I actually felt a lot better because the discomfort was gone. But my body definitely felt like soft and weak like jelly. Felt as if it's the weakest point in my life, and I was so emotionally vulnerable it sucks to know. I've no idea what I've been feeling these two days I AM EXHAUSTED (even though i've slept for so many hours) but yes, it's damn tiring to figure out what I want. Honestly not the best time to think about issues of the heart but I feel so damn needy now I am a freaking weakling and I'm ranting to a few sweethearts but no resolutions as of yet and thus I am ranting in this little box in hope to feel a bit better and be more clear-headed as I type things out in a public domain but apparently not i am still super messed up now where'd You go sigh I desperately need to cry.