2012

Good day y'all. I typed a whole chunk and deleted all that away. Shall keep them in my heart.

Hope 2011 have been great for all of you, Happy 2012 everyone!

Remember to love everyone around you a little more this year! Yes, I'm going to learn to be fearless, and love more.

xoxo.

Lengthy

Let's type them out to retain some memories.

15.12.2011 - 16.12.2011

Lunched with my Crescent girlies @ Marina Square! This secondary school clique is one of those friendship that you know will remain close, even though we don't meet very often anymore. :') Sleepover @ Shijia's after that, :) but Sam couldn't join us. Walked over to Suntec after lunch for some grocery shopping! Decided to cook dinner ourselves! HEHE. The dinner turned out pretty good leh, surprisingly. The kitchen moments were quite chaotic at first whoops but everything turned out fine, so yaye for us. Nua-ed around, watched TV, washed the dishes and all before heading out again to NTUC to get some mixers and ice to accompany our raspberry Vodka for the night. We were so adventurous we bought the strangest mixers on earth, think Oolong tea/F&N Fruitade/Rootbeer etc. Lol. It was quite a crazy night and we did some stupid things which we thankfully salvaged the next day phew. It was a night long HTHT-session and we only slept at 6plus in the morning, but it's really a great bonding session for all of us I'd say. :) Love love.

17.12.2011

'OG' trip to Sentosa! It's in inverted commas because of the failed low attendance rate. Mcbreakfast in the morning with Charmaine, Eunice and Lianquan before Elias joined us. Love the hotcakes. Charmaine had to pick her friend up from the airport so it was only 4 of us to Sentosa (lol) Played vball and frisbee and built sandcastles, my attempt at river building terribly failed. The on-and-off rain was quite irritating, we spent quite some time hiding under the shelter. Despite all the rain disruptions, the outing was still pretty fun. :) But I had muscle aches at my left butt the next day wth :( hahaha. Back to Vivo after we washed up and all, and played card games at Vivo top floor. EngChye, Huiyi, Hongzhou joined us too. Played a few more rounds of Saboteur before dinner at Seah Im. Some drama happened, leaving the night slightly awkward for everyone but all's good now. :)

19.12.2011

Back to school for a meeting. Decided to stay in Creative as a CD, hopefully everything will turn out good eventually. Joined in for the IT cell meeting, and I honestly do not get a shit they were discussing about, pretty scared about this. And I really wish to pick up some photoshop skills. Goals for the New year! Went to a NLB after that for some tuna sandwich and alone time (: Peaceful peaceful.

20.12.2011

Met the Crescent girlies for Korean grill @ Arirang! The buffet variety was really good, loved all the side dishes yums. Fun time fooling around as well. :) As usual, I'm the only one who eats like crazy, stomach why you so big?! In need of a diet nao. Gotta stop eating so much lol. Did some shopping after dinner and got 2 dresses hehe. Saw another dress I really liked but it was pricey and after some rationalization and reminder that I'm already facing severe deficits in my bank savings, I decided not to get the dress. :( Thumbs up for good self-control! So it was another great outing with the girlies, let's go to USS next yearrr. :)

21.12.2011

Headed over to Charmaine's house with Eunice! Gongcha and potato chips to accompany us as we watched 500 days of Summer together, my second time watching it. Zooey Deschanel is such a heart throb, sooo pretty. And also watched some episodes of HIMYM, BBT, and New Girl together (: In between the shows were HTHT moments, hehe Charmaine and I were preparing for the kiss-and-make-up mission on Friday. :D Settled our dinner at Bukit Timah Food Center! Ate the katong laksa there, and it was good. Not too spicy yumyum. Simple day that was full of love!

23.12.2011

Dim sum buffet @ Yumcha w Eunice, Charmaine, Huiyi! Almost got lost in Chinatown trying to find this place, and it was raining :( I really need to remind myself to bring an umbrella where ever I go. Anyway, the surprise worked! Our KAMU mission was a success whee. Exchanged presents and cards. Loved the feeling teehee :D Charmaine got my present heh glad that everyone liked it! I got Eunice's present, a super cute planner, just in time since I haven't gotten one yet! Thank you :) Charmaine had a class at night, so only the 3 of us walked to Clarke Quay after the meal. We experienced a magical moment when thousands of bubbles floated up into the air in front of the mall. So so pretty. :)

Okay enough updates for now, can't wait for the x'mas celebration with family tonight! :D

I do

Christmas is coming! (:

Gonna meet the girls for dim sum buffet @ Yumcha in a bit. Gift exchange heh can't wait, just completed the cards and present not long ago, opps (: Hope they'll like it!

I'm so tired I wanna snooze but I only have 30 more minutes to rest before time to bathe and prepare to head out, so no sleep for me yet. Yawns. Blog again when I'm back! Okay this post quite pointless, I'll edit it next time gud-byez :D

Uncharted

My body clock is officially delayed lol the earliest time I can sleep nowadays is like 2am, and a lot of days I sleep past 4 in the mornin', not good not good. Which probably explains why the pimple on my face refused to go away. :( Need some healthy lifestyle here.

Yesterday turned out better than expected, an OG outing after so long :3 Initially I was so sad because cherie couldn't make it (still sick this poor girl, get well soon loves) and then KS had work. But thankfully everything went so well and every part of the day was so fun :) Playnation was zawesome heh really had a good good time there. After dinner at Astons we decided to go play LAN. spontaneous, me likey. Played L4D and CS. More LAN next time woooh!

Me with 'Late Night' which tasted surprisingly good. :)

Timbre the other day which these lovely people. Went crazy and laughed and talked like no one's watching heheh.

Swimming at Pasir Ris with Cherie and Eunice :) Dinnered at Ehub before heading to Eunice's, had fun battling with Starry!! The butt really cutsie.

Oakham with the ladies :)

and Once Upon a Milkshake after ;) the good life mwuah.

Okay time to bathe and prepare to meet my crescent girlies. Lunch + shopping + sleepover @ SJ's tonight. :D

Beats for you

Hello lovelies it's December! Everything seems prettier this month. Can't wait for x'mas :) jingle jingle bells. Gotta make use of this holiday to meet up with all my darlings teehee. It's been a week since the end of exams, and I've been a happy happy girl spending my time eating, meeting my dears, sleeping excessively, disney movies(!), new girl, playing neopets, and more eating.

Hehe. Re-watched Beauty and the Beast, Cinderella, Snow White and the 7 Dwarfs, Pocahontas, The little Mermaid so far. I'm going to re-watch all the rest wheee :) Favourite disney movie gotta be Snow White :) Love the 7 dwarfs, too too cute. But my favourite disney princess is Cinderella. :D Oh man I miss my childhood :') And everyone should go play neopets again! Advent calendar is on :) wheee. Really love some of the games there. I feel like a kid. Hahaha.

Korean grill at 2D1N Soju Bang after the last paper last Monday. First time there, so much better than Seoul Garden! :) Ate crazy lotsa meat, their beef is really good yumyum. Also had sushi buffet with Cap 5 the other day, major laughing session haha doing stupid things like putting back sushi onto the conveyor belt and got caught after that! Buy 1 Free 1 starbucks drink after that wheee good deal ftw. Had Ajisen Ramen with the pau on Sat hehe, love how we have common life mottos. She also got me Disney kinder surprise <3 But I didn't get the Cinderella figurine. Got snow white, Jasmine, and Prince Charming instead. Haha sobs. Also had a great meet up with SJ ystd, dinner-ed at Raindrops Cafe :) Htht sessions ftw miss this girl. I caught a W!ldrice play last friday too! Aladdin: A magical musical adventure :) I've always loved plays! Aladdin was quite good!

Also did some personal grooming (lol) and had my hair cut. Haha, there isn't a major difference though. Wanted to chop off my hair but some of my dear friends were strongly against it so I decided not to risk. But I want to dye my hair! Perhaps redd? Hahaha! Also went for a body massage haha so not used to it!

Okay time's up got-to-go! Am gna post up more food piccies soon :D toodles!

Comfort food

Everyone seem to be fighting a battle with the ongoing finals, and I'm like the slackest warrior anyone can find. Need to do some serious self-reflection and re-prioritise things in my life.

I'm halfway through geography and but I'm distracted so here I am.

No matter what happens, comfort food will always cheer us up :D

the tissue paper quote ;)

Coffee Bean's Green tea ice blended

Caramel latte~

Carbonara fettucini :)

Cafe Galilee's green tea vanilla boom.

sinful plate of fried food. only liked the onion rings lol.

Coldstone's banana nut crunch specialty mix :)

monster meal, yeh i finished all these myself (except for the milo)

banana nut crunch with cold milk mega love :)

Chicken baked rice hehe.

Loved my sticky chewy chocolate, so so good.

Haha, people's reading week is for studying, mine more like for eating. heheh. food ftw.

Mood has been terribly messed up but everything will turn out fine. I just need my current headache to go away soon. Jiayou everyone. :)

Lost

I wanted to re-read some of the old messages, but I realized that they're all gone. Some weird setting of my phone, messages are only kept for a month. :(

The messages are gone forever, super sad. I remember I used to save messages long long time ago, all the words of encouragement etc from lovely people. Wonder when that habit of mine disappeared. Sometimes, a simple text message is more valuable than lengthy whatsapp/BBM conversations. Kind of miss those times when you'll send a text message and patiently wait for the other party to reply. You wait. You don't spam messages so conveniently like what we all do nowadays.

Actually, I can still remember what you said in the messages even though they are gone. Always special. But I think you won't know.

You are the apple of my eye

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

This is the ultimate tear-jerker I swear. Also very very funny (and sort of sick in a way). It's a really realistic film, so true, so close to our hearts. Love, and regrets. Why can't two person who like each other be together? Big big question mark. Heh. So so glad for the spontaneous arrangement with eunice to catch this show, so damn awesome. Would love to watch it again, hehe. :)

Spent lotsa time with my dear girls (eunice charmaine huiyi) the past week, heh. Sakae sushi + manicure session on wednesday, 2359 on friday heh, but like a bad horror show lol. Love the girls, muah xx.

The chit chat session with eunice today made me think.

Hot air balloon

It's not easy at all.

Y'know I keep a lot of things inside me. Sometimes they are serious deep thoughts, sometimes they are frivolous and random and childish and stupid. It's not like there isn't anyone there for me to be my listening ear or anything. But sometimes, some things just can't be told to anyone. There are implications. It's so tough. I probably need a stranger. Someone who wouldn't understand everything that I'm talking about, that'd be good. I sound like some depressed kid now who has tons of troubles or something but actually no luh I can still function well.

I don't know what happened to life really. Why are there so many different problems now. Wish I could go back to the past, nothing about heartaches, nothing about headaches. Can life be sweeter?

I'm good, don't worry. :) xx.

Don't waste my time

Hello, November's here.

Past week was filled with new discoveries, brings me a smile :) However, elements of unhappiness were also around, thankfully there are always aspects of my life that make everything beautiful again. Can't be beaten down. Thank you lovely people all around me. P/s I like how you dispel all awkward feelings, :)

There's always gonna be people who only starts to appreciate what they've got when they're losing them, true story.

My life is so routined on weekdays now it's like school -> home, home -> school. Heh so weekends are so precious. CAP 5.0 outing last friday: Nonsensical train rides/Artease/Hot Tomato/ Camwhore sessions/ Coldstone. Also met the most annoying boy after super long HAHA. Guess it was Friday night well-spent for me.

Also tried Ramen Champion @ Iluma for the first time over the weekend, not so awesome leh! I'm craving for real good ramen now :| Caught 'In time', amazing concept to show how life's like if time = money. Great show because gorgeous amanda seyfried is in it. hehehe. Oh and shopping is draining my assets once again. I think I spend half of my allowance on shopping each month. And I spend two-third of my allowance on food. Yeah so that means I'm facing deficit every single month. Why life like this. Hahaha. Guess it's time to block all online shopping sites. heh.

Can't wait for Sakae buffet on wednesday! Yumyum. :>

Bug

25 October - 26 October Sleepover @ Charmaine's!

Mega HTHT session/balloons/glow sticks/poppers/sparklers/PJs/photobooth/polaroids/chips/sushi/cookies/security guards/beehoon, and a lot a lot of love ♥

Surprise for the birthday girl after her lecture on the actual day :)

Lovely girlfriends I've got. (:

P/s Hating the virus that's PERMANENTLY in my body. Fever flu sore throat, go away please. Immense hatred.

Weak

This is not cool at all.

FALLING SICK LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.

The fever came back tonight, mild fever but it annoys me to hell. Major head throb and nauseous feeling at school yesterday and I went home earlier to sleep. Had fun vomitting out my lunch after, I actually felt a lot better because the discomfort was gone. But my body definitely felt like soft and weak like jelly. Felt as if it's the weakest point in my life, and I was so emotionally vulnerable it sucks to know. I've no idea what I've been feeling these two days I AM EXHAUSTED (even though i've slept for so many hours) but yes, it's damn tiring to figure out what I want. Honestly not the best time to think about issues of the heart but I feel so damn needy now I am a freaking weakling and I'm ranting to a few sweethearts but no resolutions as of yet and thus I am ranting in this little box in hope to feel a bit better and be more clear-headed as I type things out in a public domain but apparently not i am still super messed up now where'd You go sigh I desperately need to cry.

Our kind of love

Pas encore amoureux,

Good day out with ♥yuki on thursday :) Mozzarella mushroom chicken @ NewYorkNewYork, followed by Real Steel (!! Super awesome movie, I was so thrilled looking at all the machines so damn gorgeous, and the small boy is really cute. :D !!) Also did some shopping after the movie and got a pair of cute shoes hehe. Dessert @ Andersen's before ending the happy day! Really love this girl :)

Spent my friday night and Saturday with the bizcommers. MGM + BBQ on friday night, I'm definitely not a fan of bbq heh the heat and the uncooked/overcooked food... Haha BBQ is seriously just for bonding I guess! Really like Creative a lot a lot, Hehe :) Glad i'm in this cell even though there's SO MUCH to do. Saturday was cell meeting, felt like I kinda wasted my entire Saturday away :( But it's okay at least I ate macbreakfast in the morning and that makes me happy. :> Totally a glutton.

I've fallen ill, not a good time at all. Sudden fever last night, it kind of subsided this morning when I woke up but still feeling mildly unwell with the flu and sore throat. Get well soon, viv :) Let this be a good week, everyone please stay healthy. Toodles!

Seventh October

"So we dance alone in the moonlight, just you and I and the stars at night, and I'm falling through the sky"

Yesterday was one of the best days of my life, unforgettable memories locked in my heart. It's the first time I received so many hand-made items at one go, truly truly warms my heart because the effort and love that are put in cannot be measured at all. Cupcakes, rose, lovely cards, the black box. I've said this so many times, but really thankful to every single one out there who wished me/celebrated my birthday with me and made me feel so so special :') Felt like a princess.

Set fire to the rain

October, please be good.

birthday month is here, but me no want to grow old. :( My birthday wish this year is to stay 19 forever, hahaha. :>

Felt kind of empty the last one week, something is missing in my life. Need to find it. Also, I've been slacking way too much I don't know if I can call myself a uni student. Guess I'm too used to last minute work, all I do everyday is to prepare for what's due the next day (and I die trying to chiong out whatever I have to that day) . If there's nothing due, means free day for me. WHY I SO LIDDAT. Gotta change, viv. I think I've said this to myself a thousand times before, heh but no action done. I am a procrastinator. This coming week's gna be busy! Birthday week + 2 Midterms + 2 lab assignments due. Jiayou, go go go.

Sidenote: Baked by Laced will be in school tomorrow! Extremely excited, I've ALWAYS wanted to try her cupcakes but never gotten a chance to head down to river valley to get it. Now she's coming to school for a bake sale, so damn happy. Gonna buy like ten tomorrow. :D I foresee Monday's blue no more! Wheee. :>

I want to go for a swim, and I want to go cycling.

Haha, and it's kinda true that the more you sleep the more tired you get. I think I've slept for a total of 24 hours this weekend, yaye me. :D

Love can make you new

Super duper love this picture, gorgeous jumpshots ftw , hehe tumblr-ish photo!

Picnic @ Marina Barrage, Eunice's 19th Birthday ♥

Girl power.

Dinner 'surprise' @ V8 Cafe :D

CAP 5.0 @ Teoheng :)

Pre-club dinner @ Cityhall, love all of you girls xx

After club experience at Fullerton Bay Hotel Hah!

my uni life. :)

Tonight tonight

Recess week has been all of play and none of work so far. I'm trying not to feel guilty and just enjoy my one week break. It's tough not to feel guilty so I've decided to dedicate tonight for studying :B

Met up with a lot of people this week and so heartwarming to see all the people you're close to, mega love here. :) Tomorrow I will be meeting the crescent babes hehe my dearest girls so my recess week is just gonna get better♥♥♥

Last night was my virgin club experience and I'm so glad I went with the right people - Huiyi, Charmaine, Eunice :D Butterfac is really small! I think it was a good experience and now we know that it is never safe for just girls to go club together because all the desperate guys just can't stop surrounding us. I loved the part of the night where we sat on the staircase, ate cup noodles and the great chitchat session, moment to remember :)

Trying to focus on happy things/Cast worries aside. ☺

Someone like you

Today morning, I hid underneath the blankets and cried.

Sometimes I feel like I can't handle too many things. It's like so taxing on my emotions, I don't even know what to feel. One thing for sure, I can't handle departures well. Second thing, I am not a good planner/organiser. And I also procrastinate, too much.

Recess week is here and there are multiple meet ups with different groups of people. CCA deadlines are super tight and I can't believe I'm now the team leader of my sub-cell please let everything be fine. By simple calculation I'd probably have minimal hours left to study for my mid-terms. So proper time management is so important this week. Gotta juggle time with friends and family, CCA commitments, and studies well.

I want to hide somewhere,

perhaps I need a hug. xx

Today was a fairytale

Rise and shine morning world ;) September has arrived and I'm not ready for it. Way too fast.

I'm here because I'm trying to escape from doing up my slides for the presentation, it's so hard to make all our slides flow smoothly, and not overlap points. :( Pissed off at myself. 2 hours and I've done up.. 3 slides. Wonderful.

Eating too much lately. And still craving for more food, why am i so greedy. D: Had awesome home-cooked meal by nainai ystd, great almond jelly w longan for dessert, plus pomelo and moon cake hehehe. How to not grow fat. :>

Also went to school for the whole day ystd, to watch the vball IFG with eunice. Hehe, we suntanned under the blazing sun and I was so damn hairpee when I found sunblock in my bag, like LOL. :D Both the girls and boys team played well, like won every single game they played. So awesome! Exciting to watch the guys play, the game goes very fast. I like!

CAP 5 Outing :D

Bowling + Arcade trip. A lot of fun indeed :D

HEH I was top bowler for the day. Tyco only Hahaha but so happy still. :>

Day to NTU

Gave Wenya a mini surprise, celebrated her birthday with a brownie and the awesome board that we made for her! :D

It was the first time I visited NTU heh ulu ulu place. But her room is big and new! After the celebration I went back to school, heh so essentially I went from NUS to NTU then to NUS within 3 hours hahaha. Back to school to study but I lost focus and couldn't get what the books/readings were talking about. :/ Will try again next time!

Shall go continue doing my slides for now... D:

Down on me

Exhaustion, anger, frustration, sadness, joy. Despite all the other negative emotions that stayed through, I can still say that I was generally happy in the last ten days. :) Hehe in fact I've been mostly happy! Yaye.

New found love, Artease. It's good! :D

I have a CCA in nus now: Bizcom! Joined it with yuki, and found out that huiyi joined it too. ;)

Bizcom Creative cell people hehe :D

Side note: Utown is really gorgeous, love the grasses there. :)

RunNUS w Cheehooi Rebecca and Cherie. :D

It has been raining for the past few days, loving the weather because it makes me so sleepy. I love snuggling in bed hehe :) Just hope that it won't rain on my way to school because I dislike using umbrellas hahaha too lazy for it ;) Okay heading out for dinner now, nainai's birthday celebration! Hehe love herrrr tons xx. So tata!

Oh ya and yay, Singapore has a new president now.

Falling from the stairs

Y'know how people always say girls get PMS, like how the hormones always get upset every month. I never believed in it. But now I do, maybe it's a good reason/excuse for all my fluctuation in emotions. :> So beware, the next 5 days is my mood swing period HEHEHE. I keep feeling inadequate recently and I know it's not healthy, got to love myself more. ♥♥♥

ignorance is bliss? Really? Haha. It's so ironic because you want to know, and when you know about it you feel sad. Self torturous indeed. But in any case, I think I'll still opt to know (and be sad) rather than be kept in the dark. :) On a completely random note: my nail varnish from the $4 manicure session @ FEP w the girls is chipping off. I want to remove it so ugly, but I can't find my nail polish remover. I honestly think my things like to play hide and seek with me.

Anybody want to go play light sticks with me? Hehee.

White flag

Tutorial balloting results out. (: Got all my first choices except for soci, and that means I need to go to school at 8am on odd week tuesdays, and i only end the day at 6pm. But that's fine. There's breaks in between. Just a draggy day.

It poured like crazy this morning; got me wet, cold, and helpless. And the loud clap of thunder gave me a shock too. Terrible way to start a morning. Uh, not in the mood for anything detailed so tata x.

Lock and Key

Suddenly, I seem so unfamiliar.

I'd love to get to know myself more.

A recent incident made me realize that I'm actually a very self-conscious person, I never exactly knew that side of me before. Maybe it's because I've never felt that I'm being judged for who I am, what I do or say. This is new. There is this element of fear in me hence I dare not show what I truly feel. It's definitely something I need to overcome and change, or adapt to. Staying at home for the past 2 days gave me a lot of time to think things through and better understand myself. :>

Life's so much simpler if say, everyone reciprocates what others do for them. But yeah, nobody said life was simple.

Fever is gone now, but cough refuses to go away. Gna drink more honey water tonight!! Anyway I'd like to say that I'm really thankful for a bunch of people who are always there for me when a part of my life goes wrong. :') A lot of my negative emotions were expelled from my system ystd. I really love all my pillows and bolsters. Hehe I think I have 4 pillows and 3 bolsters on my super single sized bed. :P They give me great sense of security!! :D

Few more days to start of school, yay/nay? :)

Toodles!

Realize

First post from my Mac! :) Yaye officially a mac user. Don't really know how it works yet, but i'm sure i'll get used to it. Teehee happy girl.

Bidding just ended at 1700 hours. I should be able to get all my mods this round so I'm not very worried about that. Very thankful that french only costs me 1 point. Only need to worry about my GEM for round 2. haha :) Also decided to do South Asian studies instead of SEA, yaye same lecture as huiyi!

School is starting really soon, can't wait for school to start, but at the same time kind of wished that holidays didn't end so fast. The recent month was pretty hectic, everything just zoomed past. Haven't really had a me-time for myself heh. Gtta spend some time in solitude soonish. Anyway, Oweek is approaching! There's still this excitement in me even though I've spent half of the past 1 month going for the various camps. Tiring, but fulfilling. Did I mention that Pre-camp was awesome?!!! :D Pictures another time. hehe.

I have zero song in my iTunes on Mac, so sad. Lazy to transfer all my songs over. And I mega dislike the auto-correct thing on Mac hahah it corrects all my singlish. Meh. Hhaha.

Need to find some shopping time for

1) New pair of shoes

2) A fong fei fei hat for Oweek. (I'm so black now I hate looking at my face in the mirror D: )

3) A thicker jacket/cardigan

Haha need some retail therapy. ;) But no time!!! Plus I need to clear my room badly, it's in a terrible shape now. Sigh gotta stop procrastinating.

And I've been feeling guilty too much recently. Need to reflect.

Getting out of hand

Time to inject a picture post somewhere!

Here's some snippets of my life :)

Huilin becky and I :)

Pig face :8)

Soci camp 2011

CAP 5.0!

Wenya jiahui shidah :)

T2 ftw!!! :)

♥ ♥ ♥

Have been overwhelmed by numerous outings, but all's worth attending. :) Haven't watched a movie since... very long ago. Need to catch HP7 soon!!! Craving for pontian wanton mee (still) haha, gonna eat it with sam and hsun i on friday! Haven't met my favourite girls in so long, a pity shijia has to prep for her As and Leyi is going overseas this coming week. Nvm, there's always a next time :)

Reminder to self : Apply for the EZ link card soon.


Time will tell everything.