What about now

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To friend #1: You shouldn't sink in too deep. I guess you fall for people too easily, and bad thing is, they're always the wrong person. Perhaps you still can't sense or even tell that yourself, but srsly, bystanders always see better. Pull yourself up & don't give people/yourself false hopes.

To friend #2: It wasn't jealousy nor is it hate. It's just a matter of letting go or holding on. I think you should follow your heart? Or at least that's my motto. Always fight for what you want. But also remember that what's meant to be, will be. There's no point struggling to hold on so tightly and in the end you hurt yourself and nothing comes out the way you want it to be.
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Goood morning everyone, somehow I'm here again... & I haven't finish studying my bio yet! >:/ Studied till halfway & got bored so I've decided to take a break down here. (; I hate the last few chapters I can never seem to study them properly sigh.

Anyway! Main point here is because I just saw something coool from my phone just now! Saw the message log for this month. I received 1111messages and I sent out 777messages. Cool or what? HAHA the numbers like so zhun zhun okay I swear. LOL. right. It's random I know.

Ohohoh & I JUST REALISED that some people commented on a few of my posts using the 'comment' thing below every entry. and I didn't even know(until now) because I thought everyone would choose to comment using the haloscan(on the right sidebar!)

& so to specially reply them!:
priscilla: heeehe yupyup I miss those lower sec days much :/ & OKAY! Really gotta catch up after Os... soon soon! I'm gonna date you out!! Hope you'll read this! All the best for remainning papers!!
be: Omg thanksthanks! Haven't talked to you in a long long time..!! But anyhow thanks for your triple wishes, much appreciated! ;)
anonymous: Haha one of my friends suggested using R-formula for the math qn too but the answers just came out to be wrong so I supposed that the answer key's wrong? & yup A math is OVER i'm srsly glad. Thanks for your solution in any case! (:

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Okay time check: 9.57am
I still have one hour plus to finish up my bio then bathe and prepare for the last battle(FOR THE WEEK -.-)!! Ha ha ha. Kay gtg byebye I LOVE BIO!:D

Let's start from here

pangsai! I can't wait till Os end.

Just had an uber exciting convo w sam LOL.

After 2008 O levels first activity:
13th Nov ESCAPE THEME PARK
Everybody is welcome to join us :D
The more the merrier? Yupyup. Just let us know!

Walau, I haven't been to escape since primary school days i think. OMG freaking long time ago that's why I'm pretty excited about it now!! wooooohooo. Okay actually I've nothing much to blog already lah but today's a good + happy day because I get good nice chats from everyone online and no emo-business was on-going today so yes. hen shuang. :D

The man who can't be moved

Zooooom I'm here again.

A picture to liven up my very dull blog....hopefully. haha.

I swear I'm gonna take a lot a lot of pictures after Os to make sure that my blog's not about words!! LOL. ;D WL, srsly can't wait till the o levels bid goodybye to me. I'm already starting to make after Os plans!! So excited like anything.

Today was slack? Didn't do anything much but ate hell a lot! Went shopping w mummy, supposed to find a pair of heels for my prom? But then I got so sian & not in the mood for shopping for heels. Like all not nice to me! I wanted to find a nice classy black close-toe heels. but nooo there wasn't any. Mummy saw a nice clutch and wanted to get it for me. But I refused because it's a fking 59$ for one tiny puny lil thang'! So not worth it.

I'm not even intending to spend much on prom. Budget less than $50? Not even gonna get a prom dress specially just for that one night. I'll just wear the one I have at home! So basically I don't have to buy anything maybe except for the heels? But if no choice then I'll just wear my new year one? LOL. save money all the way. Piangz I sound damn aunty. Reminds me of what daki commented on me ytd!

Coz' i was talking to mommy and it went smth like this,
me: Eh wa i tell you, O levels papers all so expensive but geog papers most worth it one.
mummy: why?
me: Because you see, (shows her papers) Geog paper got the insert part, somemore got coloured printed pictures and so many pages! Then A math all those so little and nothing much.
~Daki walks pass~
Daki: Walau you very aunty leh exam also like that!

LOL. good joke. but it's true okay, i mean the worth it part, not the i aunty part. HAHAAH.

Kay anyway I digressed like way too much :O My main point was actually that I ate a lot today? Cuz shopping plan failed. Then mummy and I just spammed food woohoo. Mr bean Soya milk! After that I sudd felt like eating OCK's curry puff so we went to buy. Then in the end bought like 5 curry puffs? Then I ate sotong balls also. Mummy got the dont knw what dumpling thing. Then then went to the tw shihlin shop or smth ate the XXXL chicken wahah. :DD Bought chocolates also. Ate bahkwa. Then walkwalkwalk. bought mcflurry. Then bought subway bread home tooo(kay i didn't eat that though) But yeah you get the gist, we ate freaking a lot :D

& I'm like having sorethroat now. Sigh.

Summertime

Nooo O lvls aren't over yet! LOL. okay I haven't been updating for like almost a week already(besides striking off the papers after each day)!Was intending to blog only after Os initially, but since I'm srsly way too bored now on a sat morning, i shall do a summary for the week!

It's been quite a routine for me for the afternoon papers for the week! At night slack/TV/computer, sleep, morn' wake up wash up eat breakfast, last minute mugging, bathe, leave house meet jialing @ JE Heehe I got free rides to school for the days yaye thanks!, wait impatiently & nervously in sch canteen & crammed in all the last infos we could, up to MPR to leave our bags, wait outside of hall, and finally enter the hall for our PAPERS. Yeah & the cycle repeats.Boring no? Hahaha.

Shan't talk much about the details of the papers but:
Chem P2 : Easy
English P1 & P2: P1 Okay P2 HORRIBLE ):
A Math P1: Okay
P.Geog P1: Okay
E Math P1: Easy
A Math P2: Easy

Two full papers down!:) & bloody hell, the papers this year are :/ I'm afraid of moderation, seriously. Bellcurves nooooo. Please don't shift A1s up to 90% please please. Oh & to be honest, O levels feel so much slacker than prelims in terms of discipline(!?) LOL.

My eyes have been super pain since wed, I think it's sooooo annoying I'm scared that I'll go blind sooner or later omgz. ]: oh-well, back to TV now!!

Happily never after

"She says to herself: ‘You’ve left before’
This time you will stay gone, that’s for sure"

O Levels 2008
20thOct: Chemistry Paper 2
21stOct: English Paper 1 & Paper 2
22ndOct: A Math Paper 1
23rdOct: Geography Paper 1
24thOct: E Math Paper 1 & A Math Paper 2
30thOct: E Math Paper 2
31stOct: Biology Paper 2
3rdNov: Social Studies
5thNov: HCL Paper 1 & Paper 2
6thNov: Geography Paper 2
7thNov: Literature
12thNov: Chemistry Paper 1
13thNov: Biology Paper 1

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O's coming!!LOL.And technically speaking, Os is tomorrow since it's already past midnight now!!!! wowwow ahmazing. hahaha. Plus tonight is probably my last stay-up-late night until Os are over'! But I'm getting a lil tired already so maybe I'll sleep soon.. maybe around 2. Hahaha okey random.

My tummy is aching now. shitshit. Everywhere also pain. I think I'm suffering from indigestion, I ate a lot for dinner just now ha ha coz' it's just so yummy-delicious :D Come'on digestive system wake up and work well!!

Alright & those..who wants to see my weird bangs....

Yeaaaah if you realized the house mirror is my fave take selfpicture spot. :)

& Stop laughing if you are now!!!
LOL okayyy goodbye goodnight goodluck(for Os!)

So what

Edit:

Sam just told me that all jay chou's new songs changed name(except for dao xiang) because of internet leakage before the album was out! Hahaha I thought that it's funny. & It's gonna be troublesome to identify which song is which & change the song title. :/ But I can somewhat guess what's the new title for my top5 songs already lol!! :D

And I just tried the new mango flavour hi-chew! It's pretty nice, but a bit too sweet!

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everybody take in a deep breath!!!
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I cut bangs.

Sudden urge to cut it last night! So I woke up today morn'.. considered again.. watched TV.. and decided to just follow my heart. LOL so I went to cut my hair immediately whoooz. I've been doing a lot of i-feel-like-doing..and then i-do-it things recently. Cool cool. Hahaha

Okay okay I gtg! Meeting pon-pro xy for lunch since she's back at her bp house today! LOL omgz I'm going to be late, opps.

Stay close, don't go

(absolut mugggers!)

Today I went out of plan!! Didn't even study at all(yet), shitto. Like nothing much to study already lah, sian. Okay actually still have a lot. Like all my humanities etc. But I don't feel like studying since it's not in the first week.Later study alrdy will forget so might as well don't waste time hor, clever clapclap :D

LOL. wanted to do my laoyapok Amath today initially..but then like so boring boring so in the end gave up. I felt like eating Zinger since early morn' rofl and so I went to buy after the clock passed 11am LOOL :D shuangshuang. Then I went to buy my soya milk from mr bean HAHAHA I'm like damnit aunty I keep buying soya milk now cos' promotion leh !! $1 only LOL gobuygobuy, promotion till end of the month :D classic cheapo example.

wa today I don't know how many people come and tell/ask me "how's your paper" "good luck" already lah. they think I have paper today, but no I don't. Good joke. Hahahaha. Good thing none of my schfriends asked lmao. If not I laugh can. anyway it's VERY SIAN LAH OKAY don't come tell me I've got a paper today and I forgot about it, boliao~

Walau it's already 2pm sighz. Going to force-shut my distracting tablet soon. And maybe I shall go study about fertilisation meiosis mitosis hormones and eyeballs now. Kanasai. booo byebye.

Swagger like us

-Continues chanting-

Hello I got so tired of studying today. Got distracted ever since Alvin came home after school. Computer/His giant rubix cube/Food etc. Today's A math day. DEPRESSING. I've like tons of questions I don't know how to do. Especially my pathetic integration and deteriorating differentiations. Some were okay in the end when I cross-referred to the answer and figured my way out.. BUT THIS ONE QUESTION MADE ME FRET OVER FOR HOURS.

I was bloody determined to solve it cos' I have no idea why I can't do it :

sin2x - 8cos^{^2}x = 2cosx

If anyone can solve it..I'll be really thankful to you(!!!!!!) But I doubt it's possible..LOL I've consulted some professional already that's why I made that statement. But nevertheless, if you can solve it please tell me I'll be super grateful X10millions! And so in the end if the conclusion is that the question is printed wrongly, I've just wasted my precious ... 1 hour PLUS racking my brain on this one qn. Grrrr.

I swear I've never worked so hard for these past 16 years in my life okay stupidshit like even asking for help in my blog HAHA ohmygod hallelujah.

If I were a boy

Edit:
I just saw a mail from mrs leow and I just kept laughing at it!!! :

"Dear girls,

Please focus during this crucial time for examinations. Not wise to plan for your GradNite at the moment. You still have 3 - 4 days to go round Singapore to shop after your last paper."
Like just so cute like that HAHAHA.

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Woohoo. I studied solid 7 hours today omgrofl. (Except from occasional toilet breaks, meal times, and several SHORT break times.) Besides those is all hardcore studying okay!! Superb like anything! :D I'm going to stay away from internet until after 6pm(I've decided to 'knock off' from studying at 6pm, rest rest.)

I dug out my brand new chem TYS and started doing it. LOL i haven't touched it since we bought it last year :P & I siao-ed chem for almost the whole of today. Sad to say, I realized there's so much to mug for chem !#@!*%? and chem is the first paper -.- clap clapZXZX.

Bad thing is my earpiece is spoilt(since last week) ZZ so no ipod for me, sian. Depended on my phone instead and it just replayed 5 songs on my playlist for the whole of that 7 hours wooah lmao. :D But nice. And I can't stop eating lah okay! I snack a lot :O Too many nice things to eat liao LOL. [:

Okay I'm feeling the O levels stress now whooo coolshitz. O levels please don't let me down, do better than my prelims pleaseplease loool! omgz six more days(!!) I know the 1st & 3rd week sianest, a lot of papers. Prease let moi make it through the first week, 7 papers ZZ. Hope my (last minute) mugging won't fail me leh!!!

Yeah I love night time. because it means no studying for me. It means TV time. It means internet time. It means social life. YAYE. Omgg I think I sound so damn twit in this post HAHAHA whatever lah neyneh goooodbye love love.

(P/s Walau eh. Stfu lah you. Damn easily annoyed now so don't come and irritate me!! Text messages are really stupid unless you're someone I like to text. -.-)

obviously

My day went pretty well today.
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Yet it became the worst day of the year, just before tomorrow comes. :O
SighZXZX. Buy me an eraser, someone? lol.

've been a great two years knowing you! Tonight I've decided that it wasn't wise. Tonight I've decided to bid you goodbye.

And that's all.

Never far behind

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

I can't stop listening to jay chou's new songs. ;) Okay actually I only like..five songs from the album and I've ranked it according to my preference!! Ha ha ha okay stupid but heck.

I'm feeling so down today ]: I've just ranted on my LJ but neyneh y'all can't read it cuz it's private. lol lol. Actually I think that I shouldn't come online too often. Later see wrong things = spoil mood for whole day = sad all the way = nothing productive's done. Sigh. Nevermind. Today's rest day then. Will study tmrw with folks in JE lib !!

I want to be an exclamation mark too.
:/ ShitUshitUshitUshitU(...)

My life

I've turned officially sixteen today.

Birthday this year feels..odd. Somehow it just feel uhm, incomplete? Even though I've all my great friends + family celebrating with me.. maybe it's just because this year, i'll be facing Os in merely thirteen days. or maybe as we get older, birthday is just looked upon as any other ordinary day where we get older.

Nevertheless, thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday!! :D

There was chem today. Then went to Vivo for

Mama Mia! :D

went to the rooftop after that. We laid on the floor, listened to music under blue&grey sky with windy breeze and slight drizzle.a fabulous melancholy kind of feeling (;

Left Vivo at around 3plus for sakae @ wheelocks. Free treat so yes of course I'll go HAHA omg I sound so cheapo. Then walked around after that, & then homed at around 9plus.

Today's a beautiful day. But happiness level? I don't wish to rate.

It's like, you called my name
and then pushed me away.

Gotta' be somebody

04OCT.
VJC open house + early birthday celebration!

Met jialing @ JE at around 11 and her papa fetched us to VJC. Sam/Debbie/Yeewen's dream JC. Met up with the rest; walked around. Played badminton. & 'flew' down from flying fox! LOL. But the weather was freakin' hot like anything! Sweat sweat. Good thing my fringe was up the whole day!(HAHA pimple on forehead that's why I pinned up!)

Left VJ at around 2 plus? Went to Parkway Parade by bus. Went to arcarde to play first:D Hahaha. After that went to swensens for lunch/dinner! I ate Mac 'N' Cheese & it was so 腻 when I ate till halfway. After that it was supposedly the Earthquake icecream that'd come for our dessert but in the end another came first with 4 balloons from the staffs. I got a shock man & it was birthday song. Thanks sweets(: Then we hao bu rong yi finished all the icecream(S) & left for tpy.

Edit (Koped the pics from sam's blog!)

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Embarrassing to walk around + take bus @ peak hour with FOUR balloons. The pink one was loose and it dropped off in the bus. MALU. Then met veron @ tpy. Decided not to take bus, so walked back to nainai's house. Thanks for the 'anything' choc! LOL. Then we were brisk-walking backk and that ass was so irritating! Made my pink balloon fly onto the road okay!!! Wa. Sad case. Hahaha.
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Later in the night @ Nainai's!

Birthday cake with family! (But I was so full I didn't even want to see the cake LOL)Daki's 3.0 megapixel cam.

Mom's 2.0 megapixel Iphone.
Conclusion: Daki's phone cam better. LOL But both also take until I so unglam!?@!%@# HAHAHA.

I think I look whiter with daki's phone!!

They ignored us for their DS!! >:/

Meet the balloon man!

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Then reached home and Mummy told me to try a set of outfit she bought for me. p/s I was still sticky + stinky cuz I haven't bathed lor!!! But nehmind, I still tried.

Yeah I like this. All 3 of us have small eyes!!! :P

HAHAA FUNNY. We were trying to suck in our tummy. Cuz' my mummy say Alvin got big belly in the previous picture! HA HA HA.

4 Hands Cock-eyed Goddess!! wooohooo.

I transformed and magically popped up another two extra hands!

LOL It's a wrong suggestion for me to hold the tulips. GAY LAH.

Okay a decent photo at least.

Haha alright done done. (: I woke up at 6.59am and today's Sunday! Shiz I think I'm srsly suffering from insomnia. :O

Burning up

Graduation Day Picz.

Okay there are still many more group photos.. but it's either with debbie/hsun i & I haven't gotten it from them! Well, it's alright.

I'll blog about today(4th Oct) soooon!

At the beginning

Hello sweethearts, today's a great day for me. However lessons in the morning today were redundant since most of us weren't even in the listening-to-lessons mood. Then it was Sec Fours Farewell Assembly.

It marked the official ending to our four years in crescent, it felt bittersweet. Nobody knew how these four years passed within a blink of an eye, but it did and left a part of memory in us. And all these fond memories will remain in our heart-disk just like a birthmark. The friendships forged in crescent are all indescribable, and I can't emphasize enough how much all these friends mean to me so I'll keep it down in my heart. I love y'all, definitely. (:

Thanks to those who gave me farewell letters/gifts/food. Those were sweet :D

Received souvenirs from school/teachers. There's a file that contains letters from juniors! from 1g3,2g3,3g3. I think they were forced to write for us lor! HAHA but they were all so sweet. Esp jovial when I saw the letter from hilary & jessica cuz I know the both of them. I don't know that sec1 junior, but it was really nice and I can tell that a lot of effort was put into my letter even though we didn't know each other! HEEHE thanks a trillion. Got back report book & excellent performance award. Oh & I got my first birthday present from zhongjie and lynnette today. It's a really chio esprit shirt, thanks thanks :D

went tiong for lunch with sam jialing shijia leyi debbie hsun i fika after school! Ate @ KFC and it was a great laughing session. (; Super ecstatic. I think I'm getting sore throat soon. andz myz ulcerz hurtz soz muchz :X Hahahaha. walked around, then went home at around 5plus.

Pictures when I've received them!!!!

The day when we must part
may Crescent remain in our hearts

Guilty pleasure

Did something pretty embarrassing just now. Oppz. Cuz the house phone rang, and I happily assumed that it'd be either daddy/mummy because it'd usually be them around that timing! So I just picked up the phone and immediately "Hello yo wassup!" LOL then then it turned out to be someone I don't even know who's looking for daki -.- wapiang then I shocked dao.

anyway met xy at bbp today. LOOL. Happy Children Day. Bought some things. Ate. Then went to Mini Toons, and I bought $3 worth of candies/marshmallows and I can't stop eating them now. :D YUMMY DOODY. I haven't bathe yet though! HAHA. I shall go bathe at 8.45 when the hk drama finishes. Oh by the way! I like the new 9pm channel 8 show leh, think it's not bad!

&& Happy birthday Siying! Happy birthday gabriel! Happy birthday Xinling! :D Happy Hari Raya tooo! & Happy national day to China? lol. But curse the milk/dairy products shiz!

Okay and tomorrow's farewell assembly, I can alrdy visualize the entire auditorium filled with people sobbing their heartz out! Time flies so fast, yes.

Right now

The most CLASSIC pick-up line I've heard!

If you're sin²x, then I'm cos²x
because
together, we make one.

OMGZ super ultimate right?!! It's sucha HOT pick-up line. HAHA. For those who haven't reached secondary three education(issit?) or those who've forgotten your trigonometric identities..

sin^{^2}(x) + cos^{^2}(x) = 1