Down on me

Exhaustion, anger, frustration, sadness, joy. Despite all the other negative emotions that stayed through, I can still say that I was generally happy in the last ten days. :) Hehe in fact I've been mostly happy! Yaye.

New found love, Artease. It's good! :D

I have a CCA in nus now: Bizcom! Joined it with yuki, and found out that huiyi joined it too. ;)

Bizcom Creative cell people hehe :D

Side note: Utown is really gorgeous, love the grasses there. :)

RunNUS w Cheehooi Rebecca and Cherie. :D

It has been raining for the past few days, loving the weather because it makes me so sleepy. I love snuggling in bed hehe :) Just hope that it won't rain on my way to school because I dislike using umbrellas hahaha too lazy for it ;) Okay heading out for dinner now, nainai's birthday celebration! Hehe love herrrr tons xx. So tata!

Oh ya and yay, Singapore has a new president now.

Falling from the stairs

Y'know how people always say girls get PMS, like how the hormones always get upset every month. I never believed in it. But now I do, maybe it's a good reason/excuse for all my fluctuation in emotions. :> So beware, the next 5 days is my mood swing period HEHEHE. I keep feeling inadequate recently and I know it's not healthy, got to love myself more. ♥♥♥

ignorance is bliss? Really? Haha. It's so ironic because you want to know, and when you know about it you feel sad. Self torturous indeed. But in any case, I think I'll still opt to know (and be sad) rather than be kept in the dark. :) On a completely random note: my nail varnish from the $4 manicure session @ FEP w the girls is chipping off. I want to remove it so ugly, but I can't find my nail polish remover. I honestly think my things like to play hide and seek with me.

Anybody want to go play light sticks with me? Hehee.

White flag

Tutorial balloting results out. (: Got all my first choices except for soci, and that means I need to go to school at 8am on odd week tuesdays, and i only end the day at 6pm. But that's fine. There's breaks in between. Just a draggy day.

It poured like crazy this morning; got me wet, cold, and helpless. And the loud clap of thunder gave me a shock too. Terrible way to start a morning. Uh, not in the mood for anything detailed so tata x.

Lock and Key

Suddenly, I seem so unfamiliar.

I'd love to get to know myself more.

A recent incident made me realize that I'm actually a very self-conscious person, I never exactly knew that side of me before. Maybe it's because I've never felt that I'm being judged for who I am, what I do or say. This is new. There is this element of fear in me hence I dare not show what I truly feel. It's definitely something I need to overcome and change, or adapt to. Staying at home for the past 2 days gave me a lot of time to think things through and better understand myself. :>

Life's so much simpler if say, everyone reciprocates what others do for them. But yeah, nobody said life was simple.

Fever is gone now, but cough refuses to go away. Gna drink more honey water tonight!! Anyway I'd like to say that I'm really thankful for a bunch of people who are always there for me when a part of my life goes wrong. :') A lot of my negative emotions were expelled from my system ystd. I really love all my pillows and bolsters. Hehe I think I have 4 pillows and 3 bolsters on my super single sized bed. :P They give me great sense of security!! :D

Few more days to start of school, yay/nay? :)

Toodles!