forgotten faces

destined to be lovers. meant to be best friends.

was woken up by a mild vibration from my phone @ 6.34am ystd. Yes... the MOE. Am officially a student of NJC now. Really had the impulse to appeal to SAJC at the moment i saw the msg. However mommy and daddy insisted that NJ is a better choice since it's nearer. i want to go try taking bus 985/966 to SA and see how long it actually takes before deciding whether to appeal or not. Appeals end on the 6th Feb..

So many people are in SA now omgz i bet SA will be super fun. Thinking about that makes me depressed.. The only wish i have is that NJ is not such a muggish school after all. Hopefully it'll be fun there as well. Oh well, that aside, i'm pretty looking forward to orientation though!! I suppose all orientations are fun, yes?


Ok anyway, i was thinking a lot last night. I laid on my bed and started thinking about things, way back to two years ago. Then i figured out what i've always been pursuing might not be what i really wanted. It's just a matter of winning and losing and just getting what everyone wants...y'all get my drift? So it's kinda stupid actually. But honestly, i still don't know what I really truly want, yet.

Alright enough of thoughts and rantings. Heh. Will be going to Jialing's later on so i ought to be bathing soon... haha k so bye.

Prelude to a kiss

29th Jan 2009

Initial plan of watching Changeling was cancelled last minute because we couldn't make it in time for the movie. So in the end we just went to Kbox @ Cine from 2-6pm :D Saw leyi coming out from the other room HAHA my good eyesight ^^ Dinner-ed at LJS then trained home!! (:

I'm posting up ALL the photos Cas sent because the files are not big at all!! :DD

Cassandra, V, weixin, kangxin, xinyi (tee), xinyi (cheong), xueli
:D

7 times girl power yoz.

hahaha i so candidly unglam T.T

i kinda like this even though it's so weird...but cute! LOL

28th Jan 2009

watched The Wedding Game @ AMK hub with jialing jiaying and candice. Amazingly, the movie is quite nice haha funnayez. Ok then we went to make some kiddy things like...Ultraman!!! I made it, cool ? :DD

And Jialing's Poooh :D

After that went to Candice's house....

Taboo/All fall down/Mahjong/look at pictures/her cute brother/steamboat for dinner.

Okay posting results in about 8 hours...
nervous?

DONT SMS ME UNNESSARILY WITHIN THIS EIGHT HOURS UNLESS YOU'RE MOE.
irony : I have like 8 unread messages at one go 10 minutes ago, so scary. almost everyone telling me about posting results that's coming out....

Love buzz

Angpow collection this year reduced because basically we only went to bai nian on chu yi. However the cash was pretty much the same, hovering around 300 bucks so i guess that's good enough (: Heehe. Talking about money, i haven't checked my acc whether my pay is cashed in yet. Way too lazy, can't an atm pop out in front of me now?

So this year's chu yi we only went to 5 places in total. That last destination was hot fave because it means gambling time. Ystd only the children were playing so it was pretty enjoyable even though i lost like 9 bucks... LOL. But then sadly daki got really sick towards the end and by th time she reached home she got worse. :/

In the end today(27th) no one in my family wanted to go dayima's house for the gathering since daki + alvin + daddy all sick sigh. So took train there with zhiwei and changed bus omgz the journey is sure long. haha tampines please. Gambled again today and i lost 7 bucks .. within an hour?? can't remember, then i controlled and stopped playing alrdy heh :D So in total for the 2 days i've lost $9 + $7 = $16. Surprisingly i am still pretty much hairpeee. i still feel rich with the angpow money ive collected wheee. LOL

Plus plus i had fun laughing at the 'school kids' (yinqi jingting zhihao etc) who needs to get up early tmrw for school again..! HEH. i think i so cruelly nice. oxymoron HAHAH. :D After that left dayima's house and i reached home at around 11pm. tiredz but energetic still.... ok not making sense nevermind.

Hmmm oh and Daki's fever went up to 39.8 degrees celsius just now :O hopes she gets well soooon!!!

Smell the roses

Happy Chinese New Year :D

it's the moomoo year now heh and the zodiac predictions on channel 8 just now says that the MONKEYs this year have generally good luck :D lucky colour is white whooo nicee my favouritest colour(since i have MANY favourite colours).

Reunion dinner @ Nainai's house ystd (: Simple, familiar like every Saturday's gathering and still as heartwarming. Collected some angpows alrdy :D Heh. then today(Sunday) went over to eryima's house for steamboat. Then i played a game on zhiwei/zhihao's PSP which was soo fun wooooo like i can kill people and whack people and steal their car + money etc omgz cheap thrills. i'm so gonna play it again tmrw ^^

i think this is so spasticz but so coolz so i'm posting it upz HAHAHA.

i think i take this till so nice like that :D

and alvin refuse to be shot sigh.

i swear my eyes are THIS small because of my phone's super powerful flash.

walao i can predict all my frenz are saying that my eyes are always this small whatz...... RIGHT PENG YOU(S)?! HAHHA see i know y'all so well leh :D wheeez it's like 1.17am now should i sleeep yes no? I think i should go bai-nian with panda eyes that's cool and trendy woohooo.

A moment like this

Back to Crescent for CNY celebrations today(ystd actually, 23rd) :)

After that took bus over to PS area. Things were pretty chaotic today so yup to summarize shijia sam jialing leyi hsuni and i had lunch @ Pizza Hut and we ranted out a lot heh. Then to The Grand Cathay for Bride Wars!

i think the movie's great :D i think Anne Hathaway is very pretty...or should say charming. i think she looks very attractive but i find that her smile is a little tooo wide at times.

Okay so after that we took bus no. 7 to bugis :D LOL. Shopped around in bugis street till like 8 plus and most of them left. Shijia and i slacked/rested and ate macdonalds @ Starbucks HAHA nice and finally went home at around 9plus.

i spent $10 + $10 + $10 + $6 + $5 + erm i don't remember already so i think i spent around $40+ today. Kinda er good but bad still srsly all the money i've earned have gone back to the society.... depressing yes hate life. i mean no i love my life :D But hate my shopping addiction, gotta curb it soon!! O-well, at least CNY is coming to sponser me with more cash heh.

Vampires will never hurt you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY :D

Her present was the third generation Ipod Nano. Present for her each year getting more and more expensive for us man Hahaha! But well, as long as she likes it. (: went to IMM for dinner with family to celebrate her birthday. LOL. and we went to Giant heh but the coca cola cute guy we see almost every working day was not there tonight sigh Hahahaha.

Okay in the afternoon today met shijia after school @ JP for INKHEART :D

I think that it's nice :) Heh. Go watch it y'all wheeez.

(p/s: i look naked,but no.) heh. i want to wear the cap for CNY heeehehe and be crazy like weird matching with my tube dresses + cap LOL :D BUT i love my cap srsly wheee number SE(V)EN!!

Sugar hill

Oh,
you're as sweet as sugar

Pay cheque is ready for us to collect alrdy. But I'm so lazy to collect + i think it's hard to get all 8 of us to collect it by this coming friday. :/ Haha

Ystd went town with Sam :D Shopped in FarEast for almost the entire afternoon. Then wisma for awhile and finally PS for dinner with veron @ KFC. I spent like... $90+ ystd, but am happy like a... baby. Hahaha babies are the happiest right!

Bought a lot of things ystd and my FAVOURITE buy of that day was my personalized cap, 'am so glad and happy and proud of myself for coming out with the superly coolio design:

Mine & Sam's.

How cool is that huh SE(V)EN :D The 'V' in number Seven is so perfectly placed right in the middle heehe i am really very happy with the end product.. Okay maybe except for the Star design but the lady said that without any pattern the cap will be really boring so i heeded her advice and chose the star. It's still nice though!! :D

Okay so yes besides that personalized cap i got myself another cap heh sudden cap craze ystd. Also bought a blue puffy tube dress for CNY, coupled with a belt to match it. Bought nail polish too the orange one but it doesnt really look very nice after it's applied on.. like... orangey yellow type :/

TAFT(That's all for today)!!

Got to get my heart back

I am SO distracted by MSN today. Have been at this "create post" page for like an hour before i finally started typing. TV is on but i'm merely listening to the sound that's coming out from it.. I am very freakingishly tired now but i am not sleeping because.. don't ask me why.

Anyway TODAY WAS LAST DAY OF WORK. it's so sudden hahaha because there's no more stocks = end work earlier by like 5 days!!! It's pretty upsetting because we didn't have any proper goodbye farewell thing nor phototaking sessions. On the other hand it's kinda good for me since no work means more rest time for me before CNY so more time for shopping. :D

In the evening today guzhang theyall came to fetch me from home and we headed over to Thai Village for dinner. First dish was sharks fin. Super awesome they're famous for their superior sharks fin! Dinner was so expensive....close to almost 300 bucks. :O

Oh yes. Something super tyco happened just now HEH sam and i actually took a liking to a similar model of notebook WALAO super coincidental ttm. So cool like that. :D THIS one. I want either the white/maroon red/pink one. (: wheeehee.

Actually 've much more things to say but really lazy + tired lah. next time perhaps. Heh :D Love y'all bye.

Shrinking universe

Hello sweets it's 1.27am now and i just got back home approximately an hour ago. So tired but can't sleep because of wet hair now. deep sigh to that.

woke up early in the morn', went to lot 1 for breakfast with peopley. Dimsum~ So morning started pretty well for me. Afternoon was better heh. :) Then work @ 3.30pm. work was tiring today, the usual weekend crowds (HATE TTM) at one instant i practically stoned/silent mode because i was feeling so tired to even speak. i swear i didn't even want to open my mouth to talk to customers but i had to when they asked about something.

So busy and tired that i skipped break time. Then i was hungry after work!!! So went to eat at macs with zhiwei LOL yaye my niuniushutiao(!) :D

bytheway! 've been getting a lot of free treats recently HAHA cos everyone says treat me for good results (?) er hahaha but that's great since it's FREE right i'm cheapolo like that. (: day before ystd free starbucks, ystd free pasta mania, tmrw free...i forgot what's that called-some thai restaurant.

BUT SAD TO SAY, i've work tmrw in the morning... which means i can only get around 5 hours of sleep today and then exhaust myself to death tmrw oh sobs. :/

What dreams await

I've finally submitted my JAE form @ 1.09am just now (:

I think my choices are damn stupid and random LOL. I srsly anyhow put for most of them. Basically only the first few are like serious. Ohoh i put in psychology courses in poly(s) too! :D Heh. cool.

Alright anyway, i cut my hair ystd and it became pretty much shorter when i tie it up! srsly i didn't realise till today. And my fringe...looks A LITTLE like bangs but it's side parting LOL. Sigh now i gotta wait for my hair to grow long again, i seem to be cutting them off too soon everytime.

work's been more and more draggy day by day... but still alright even though i am like tired every single day. Love my colleagues-friends heehe really i think all of them damn cute even the aunty who came tday damn cute like .. cute! :) Okay but i'm dreading tmrw's work.. like 1-10pm shift!!

breathing by wires

:) Finally an off day today!!! Awesome wooo. Today's a shopping day with sam jialing and leyi :D Haha. Sam joined us later so before that we decided to head over to HwaChong's 'open house' since we were free. It was so quiet over there...probably because we went pretty late? Haha.

Oh yes,
I've made up my mind already. First choice will be HCI. However I'm not sure if i should take Arts stream, or Sci stream. Because my O lvls humanties sub(P.Geog & Elec SS+Lit) are better than my sciences(P.Chem & P.Bio) But I want to take H2 Maths!! So i think the combination i want will be : H2 Geog H2 Maths H2 Econs H1 Bio. It's like, half half hoh. I think I'm more to the Arts stream thing..not sure!!!!!


Okay back to topic!! we went to bugis and started looking around at things etc. Shopped for stuffs!! Hahah, wanted to buy ALOT of things srsly, i want a new wallet..new pumps..dresses for cny but i didn't get any of those. LOL couldn't find dresses for cny how!! However i still spent like $70~ today.

Got myself a bag :D & Another slogan tee haha omg i give in to temptations like that.. bought 3 pairs of earrings too! And i spent like ... $15 on food/drinks alone waow im sucha glutton heh. reached home at 9 plus :D

When the sand runs out

IP MAN

watched this @ The Cathay today (12.01) after collecting our results - impromptu, we just caught this movie since the timing is like at 5.30pm! Hahaha.

and so 12th Jan was the big day for all 2008 Sec 4 O levels students.

couldn't sleep the night before due to hunger(!!) and woke up at around 7. Prepared and all then left for work in the morn'! Finished serving my last customer, and left work at around 12.10pm. Went to change into my school u etc then jialing's papa fetched us to school (:

Bad news were spreading once we reached school - juniors & all said that teachers were really disappointed with the results of our cohort :/ Indeed, i think we did pretty badly as compared to previous years. Alright. Since my register number's the last in my class, i gotta wait damn long ZZ like sian okay please. And within that uhm 1 hour plus, i sent out like 60+ msges omg! Almost everyone texted me "How's your results!" haha and spent a lot on calling today too.

Results were (smiley face) it's not the best but it's satisfying enough for me.. I've got 8 distinctions, and 1 B3 in total. (: L1R5 = 7 points raw. HEEHE MY FAVE NUMBER PLS. So after deducting 4 bonus points my L1R5 = 3 points.

Hmm which means I can get into any school of my choice.. That sounds like good huh?(& hopefully it doesn't sound arrogant) BUT NOT EXACTLY, I'm stuck in a dilemma currently. My parents insist that i either choose HwaChong/NJ : - good environment & got direct bus from my house. And mummy & daki encourages me to head for HC cos it's better for me since i can make it there... BUT MY DREAM SCHOOL(SAJC) HOW. you tell me how. ZZZ

If only SA is like... nearer to my house. The time i need to spend on travelling if i really go SA now will be like, 3 hours per day? Sigh. Plus most of my close friends will be going SA... and doubt any of them will go HC with me.. ):

I really can't decide.

Guess i really need to ponder over these three choices carefully for the next few days... omg last day of submittion 16th that's so fast :/ Best school, Good school, or Dream school?? walao. difficult.

By the way, cheerup to all those who aren't happy with your results okay, love all of you many (H).

Back to basics

Two years ago

A picture of us in school uniform,

wow. I haven't worn my uniform for a whole two months, and i haven't walked into Crescent Girls' School for a whole two months too. Like srsly, ever since the last day of Os. omgz. So tomorrow i'm finally going back there, i miss school somehow!! :) BUT i have no idea where my uniform is already LOL gotta dig it out later on! :O


Okay uhm so my pimples are still popping out at exponential rate :/ super depressed like anything. sobs. i blame everything on work! Hahaha. Alright so i've worked for 9 consecutive days alrdy and tmrw will be the tenth. Almost died ystd due to overwhelming crowd like dizzy dizzy.

By the way, I think i love all my colleagues ;D Super awesome friends. But I seldom have the same shift with cassandra & kangxin so yeah not that close to both of them, yet!

And by the end of the entire work, i think the 8 of us will probably turn into macho people!! I'm getting more muscular now alrdy man. Y'know why? We gotta move stocks from our stall to the warehouse, which is approximately erm 370metres based on my estimation. And stocks meaning HEAVY goods.
Ystd weixin and i each solo-ed a box of goods weighing 13kg. We are SO pro yes. Right there's even some times when we moved like 18kg stuffs as well..So amazing.

Right, a good 20 hours more till RESULTS DAY,
Hell loads of mixed emotions.
Hopefully i'll have the courage to reveal my results here tmrw..!

Leave out all the rest

How can i decide what's right?

Good morning ze sexz. (; Shift roster is out alrdy and i am working practically every single day! Mostly afternoon shifts (3.30-10plus) And and I am working on results day. :/ But it's still alright cos i'm working in the morn till 12 noon, then back to school for results which will be out @ 2pm. Think positive way : At least work can keep my mind off results for that morning!

Anyway lack of sleep + prolonged staying in aircon-ed conditions + excessive heaty food into my tummy leads to a very very haggard me :

Like totally. Dark eye rings.. PIMPLES breakout wth sobs. Incurable dry lips. Messy hair(?) okay my hair never neat and tidy before so skip that. LOL. So yea point is that i'm looking extremely unpresentable recently, i'd probably have to hide away from all phototaking devices in time to come in order not to self-demoralise myself.

I look better like that yes? HAAHA.

OH ANYWAY, i haven't got time to shop for CNY clothings yet....! I doubt i'd have much time in any case due to work :( How how how. Anyone wants to go shopping with me?? I think my ultimate plan would be shopping online for cny clothes if i really dont have time to head out to the open world for them~ hahahah.

Car crash hearts

Tick tock goes the clock,

January seems to deprive me of social life, kind of. Haven't gone out since so long ago hmm. 've been committed to work recently! That's good i guess - cut down on spendings and earn $money$ :D


I think this holiday is the BEST for me over the years of schooling. Super happening. Enjoyed a full 1.5 months of going out with friends and all, catching up with people(but some still haven't!!) etc. And now i'm going to spend a good 3 weeks for work to earn some kachingz to aid in my future shopping trips. (; & the best part of this holiday : There's NO holiday homework AT ALL. how much better can life be?

Love weekdays.

Spiral staircase

think of you later,

Pooo i feel slightly emo gemo like elmo with moles. Today seems like a fairly unlucky/bad day for everyone hmm. Bad like that. Nothing exceedingly bad happened to me today but still, i feel a lil down for no good reason. Somehow it feels like I'm losing touch with a lot of people..i'm too lazy and tired to talk to people, sometimes i'm even reluctant to reply my friends. walao i think i need energy booster!

Today bryan wong/patricia mok/mark lee/ah ben they all were filming in Giant. Weixin Yilin Cassandra Xueli and i were busy shunning from the camera in case we become celefares in some random TV programme's background. Work has been pretty...ordinary recently nothing much big happened(duh it's only been 2 days). Except that the stupid Giant person said that we've to wear black pants AND black shoes to work. :/ I don't have black shoes grrr.

I really hope i don't have to work on 12thJan. who will want to work on results day!! Fcuking sad case ok. If good results still nehmind. But imagine if you get some bullshit crap on your slip(choy) then you feel so emofckedup and you gotta go back to work and smile to every customer, "Please feel free to try... Can I help you... How many grams do you want?" wa that's so totally. can bang head on wall alrdy.

Chicago is so two years ago

Training for work @ Taka today! Or it can be considered as first day of work? Some sort. But I'll be working at the IMM outlet from Saturday onwards. I was sucha noobie it's difficult to do all those weighing and packaging etc but it'll turn better with experience i'm sure. Except that it can be really tiring...it's only 5 hours and i feel tired already.

Alright so this was how i spent my first day of 2009. Honestly, I don't think 2009 will be a good year. Doesn't appear like it'll turn out exciting (yet?). So yes now it's time for some 2009 new year resolutions:

1) Try to sleep more daily,Say... at least 8 hours per day?
2) Save up money : $500 by end of 2009!
3) Make sure I study harder...Esp if I'm going to a JC.
4) Make more friends yo buddybuddy!
5) Cut down on food & internet.
6) Spend more time with friends and family!
7) Change my erm antisocial character to become more friendly!

Wa I racked my brains to come out with seven resolutions, i suppose that it's because my brain's almost half-dead already. That's really pathetic but well. I think I'm going to do dedications hmm er so this will be a really REALLY LONG post i guess.

Jialing's bday photos! ('Am only posting two cos i'm only in this two!!LOL)

Time for dedications for 2008 ;) However no names will be mentioned this time round, good if you can find the one for yourself!! No prize for correct guessing though!

`ONE: I chose to write yours first because I want to tell you that I'm really sorry. I didn't think it'd turn out like that. We weren't even close to close at all even though I've known you for so long. Then in 2008 we got closer, it was good of course. However there was a barrier between us so it'd definitely be impossible for us to cross it, you know that.

`TWO: The past two years have certainly brought our friendship much closer, and i'm really thankful for that. Great that I've people that I can share secretz with and I think i love to share it best with you, because even if you don't give any comments/suggestions etc. Your perfect listening ear is always there for me, thanks.

`THREE: Sometimes I wonder how I could stand you. Your silly character can make me argh frustrated at one time, and waa funny laughlaugh at the other minute. That's pretty stupid. You're a great friend, you always seem to put your friends before yourself. I salute you for that, basically because I can't, I'm a selfish person.

`FOUR: I'll remember you for all those praises for me!! You are super cheesy and at times when i need laughter you're the remedy! Still remember long time ago when you said, "No one can live without you because you're the sun." You meant it the 'SHAN' of mine i know but still... i know you can't live w/o me wahaha.

`FIVE: Hi best friend; I'm running out of what to say to you because obviously, you know everything i want to say to you already. You're someone who understands me pretty much well. It's like you can guess what I'm thinking, and sometimes when I don't want to tell you certain things. You wouldn't probe too much, you'll just leave it as it is and always be there for me, thanks.

`SIX: Honestly I LOVE gossip talks with you. Although I don't see you as often as my other friends, it's amazing how we can actually click so well everytime still. Hopefully our friendship can continue to grow. But srsly I'm pretty bad at keeping friendships that are out of school(i have no idea why) Okay I think you'll know this is you it sounds so too obvious..

`SEVEN: I think before i even start this dedication, half of my friends would have guessed who this is for. Okay so anyway YOU, thanks for..everything. 'You're everything good in my life' & that's all.


Alright dedications for 7 people only because i like the number! Sorry if you'll not included in the lucky 7! ;)

So basically 2008 was filled with ups and down, and in betweens. It has been a memorable year; started my first r/s and ended it, took O levels and left Crescent, made new friends and some friendships drifted apart etcetc.

I love 2008, deeply sincerely.

/edited @ 9.57pm.


HAPPY 2009!!!

Er well. I spent the last minutes of 2008 and first minutes of 2009 at the MOST unexpected place. The Toilet. Like omfg WOW. Got back home @ around 11plus. So bythetime I went to bathe it was alrdy 11.30pm. I didn't know why i took more than 30 minutes to bathe, srsly.

Right so when I came out i was like "WHATTHEHELL." Got back to my tablet @ 12.02am with 9 convos on msn waiting for me. The supposedly excited feeling is like gone. I am freaking disappointed and upset and not a single bit excited at all!!! Like totally different from last year's. :/ I miss last year.


Alright so I spent my LAST DAY OF 2008 with the girls. Guess where we went to.....? ESCAPE THEME PARK. It's definitely enjoyable no doubt, had a long day with lovely company. Tried almost every single available rides except for the choochootrain and bumperboats!
I love the viking ship ;) & we played the flippers for SEVEN times cos i love that number~ Go Kart was nice too. Wet & Wild felt...different, idk. The rest, lazy to elaborate!

Right... I'm starting work tomorrow... what a great way to begin 2009 huh, sounds interesting? ;) I've ALOT to blog actually, srsly i'll promise to find time to do so.